I've Been a Bad, Bad Girl (part 1)

Dear Journal, 

Ah do you feel like I've been giving you the silent treatment? My sincerest apologies. I have been so busy with work lately. 

Confession time...

I haven't work out since... a month or two? Gee, I feel like I've gained 40 pounds..

I still buy my Starbucks coffee. Okay not every morning but 2-3 times a week.

I went shopping. Yes, I still have this overwhelming urge to buy unnecessary things.

I haven't packed a lunch in weeks (bleh, eating out).

Ice cream: Crème brulée + Fleur de sel  @Jean Talon Market 

Steak + fries @L'entrecote St-Jean

Salmon lasagna @Jardin de Nelson

Cupcakes @theoffice

English breakfast @Lawrence

Korean soup @Atti

Duck magret and confit @L'aromathe bistro

Bottom line, I've been a bad, bad girl. Can somebody spank me.

I've been dining out for the last few weeks and this is not good. like at all. 
one. I'm far from bringing sexy back.
second. my poor wallet. 
third. my poor wallet. 

I have to exercise and eat healthy. I KNOW! But why is it so hard? 

I did my grocery yesterday and you know what's really sad? When you look down at your groceries and everything seems to be reduced fat or 100 calories. 

So instead of going to pay my stuff like a good girl, I walked down the snack aisle. Potato chips. Cheetos. Reese's Minis. Skittles. Sigh. 

Bless me Jillian Michaels, for I have sinned. 

I think someone's groceries tell a lot of about who they are, and by the looks of mine, I appear to be a conflicted girl. 

Did I mention I'm single?